Today I find myself all alone in my room
I fail to do what I should do
I am distracted by what might be, what could be, what should be
Today I stare at the screen and will messages to appear
They don't
Today I contemplate someone hurting
Who I can't touch
But I think of her nonetheless
Today I take her in my mind
And have her in my soul
And pleasure her with my thoughts
Say "Today" and I think of Smashing Pumpkins:
"Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day
"I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you"